He Created You On Purpose , Not On Accident

2010-11-01T14:14:00.005+08:00

OFFICIALLY NO PLANS ON MY BIRTHDAY

5/6/7 November nothing on

2010-10-29T14:14:00.008+08:00

In E2matrix doing book selling!

3hours later

...........

2010-10-28T23:56:00.022+08:00

Wish List for my Birthday:

Acer Aspire 4937 Laptop Charger

My Laptop Charger spoiled and die on me eventually.

Didn't get the chance to buy.

Checked Shirts (S)
Don't want the big checked patterns

Alot of people say I look good in the smaller patterns.

Paul Smith T-shirt
Always wanted to get one of those.

Gregory Padded Shoulder Bag

Its at Leftfoot Entrepot at The Cathay.

The colour is something like the black one but It is dark blue/light blue.

Its a Limited Ed. bag, so I can't find the picture.

One Very colourful backbag

Saw the bag in bugis street, one of the bag shop.

Cost only S$25. Hand damn itchy but didn't get it.

Shimmering Grey Contact lens

Freshkon : Colour Fusion.

Degrees, R:550 L:600

Never try Never know :)

Necklaces and accessories

Just thinking of maybe having more to switch around

Shorts/Pants
Got shortage of them :)

An Answer

ANYTHING!

Most Important is YOUR LOVE.

Anyone who is reading this,
Remember you made a difference in my life.

Thanks for everything

Shirt size: Small

Waist size: 30/31

Shoes size: US9 UK8

2010-08-08T18:37:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I dunno who else to run too.

Lost in my own world of darkness.

Yearning for the truth.

But not having the faith.

Standing at the edge.

2010-08-03T18:15:00.001+08:00

What happened in the past, will still never change the fact that

I Love You

2010-07-29T23:52:00.003+08:00

You don't know how much I miss you.

I hope you are doing fine.

2010-07-22T02:11:00.004+08:00

My story

2010-07-17T04:13:00.003+08:00

WOW

Alittle crazy now due to something I just saw,

At the Limited Edition Shop.

Van's Otw Collection

Saw other Shoes like Red wing and Dr. Marten Boots.

But they didn't suit me.

My Zara's High cut has holes, So I need to get this fast

to avoid more wet socks.

Its the one in Black, Premium Suede Alomar.

One of the more awesome shoes.

High-cut Shoes are INFECTIOUS!!

Had a very tight schedule this week.

Spelt 4.5 hours a night sleeping.

But I enjoy being Busy.

2010-07-13T23:33:00.004+08:00

Walking through a tunnel

Don't know what ends at the other side

But I'm still taking that chance

To Hope for a prize ahead

2010-06-20T20:34:00.003+08:00

I NEED MONEY !!

1. New Watch

2. New hair cut and wax

3. New clothes and shoes

But there are some things money can't buy

You You

2010-06-11T01:47:00.004+08:00

Please give me the peace of God

Love is unimaginable,

Unpredictable,

a Miracle

2010-06-09T02:31:00.002+08:00

Try by Asher Book

Don't give up on love

Love will never give up on you

2010-06-08T01:36:00.003+08:00

Just hit my 100th post

Recently, I've been feeling very lost

Lost about everything around

Just Mood less I guess

2010-06-03T01:58:00.004+08:00

Have you ever had a stranger coming up to your face

and say this ," City Harvest Church Sucks, Stupid Church".

I just experienced it in school today.

My Fist was clenched so tightly that,

there was finger markings on my hands.

In the end, I decided to be Christ-like.

I just ignored him and walk off.

My friends were shocked by my reactions.

Changing for the better!

2010-05-31T13:07:00.004+08:00

Term Test Week

Multiplication Week

It's God's Week to Move

2010-05-21T00:45:00.002+08:00

I think God have been testing me all this while.

It takes a lot of encourage to take this path

But all I need is determination deep within myself

I will never look back and regret

This Love will never burn out

2010-05-19T23:41:00.004+08:00

Tik Tok (My Version)

Wake up in the morning and feel my watch

Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gotta hit T.P

Before I leave, bush my teeth with a bottle of Darlie

Then I look at my watch, and it turns out like that !

Yeah, don't ask me what happened. I really don't remember too.

Had a busy and fun week so far.

Ate Siglap's Beef kway teow and had FONDUE !

Watched The Last Song (Awesome Show)

1 more test to go !

Total Silence at home

2010-05-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

Would be a busy but great week for me.

Guess what, my parents just told me that

they are heading to US TOMORROW for two freaking weeks !!

Not excited but kinda of sad

I'm going to be alone at home for two weeks

The house will be so quiet

Sighs, Hate being lonely

3 Quiz and 1 Presentation coming up !

Call Me Out like Seriously

Don't want to be alone at home

Cheers,

Joses

2010-05-11T20:24:00.002+08:00

could be by your side

2010-05-03T01:59:00.001+08:00

I love Red Apple

2010-04-30T00:01:00.002+08:00

Excited For Later And Tomorrow !

Jumps,

Joses

Sim

Tian

Ping

2010-04-28T02:04:00.002+08:00

OMG

EENIE MEENIE is the most addictive song ever

I listen to it almost for like 100 times today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANIL , JOVINA !!

Taking A step at a time

2010-04-27T01:04:00.005+08:00

Can Joses Open the Red Sea ?

Crazy Days with Crazy minds with Crazy people

I just enjoying each day with friends

Going back to Smiling again

Whatever happens , Friends are there for you

Just learned a new word today "Infectuation"

Love is being Faithful

Enjoy

2010-04-20T01:47:00.001+08:00

MISS

2010-04-18T22:56:00.003+08:00

Never felt this way before

I love the way you smile

Love your presence

Dreaming about our future

Waking up thinking about you

Loves,

Joses

2010-04-05T01:58:00.002+08:00

Supposed to be sleeping now !! Have to wake up at like 6am for tmr's FOW(Freshman Orientation workshop) . Its going to be 6 long days of camp . Never did it before . So its going to be a good experience for me . =) Great Easter day for me . Awesome drama ! Gotta to sleep now .

Good night world and You !

2010-03-29T02:38:00.004+08:00

Overcoming many areas in my life . Just felt very blessed that there are so many people helping me throughout my difficulties . Been praying more often these day . Each time I pray , The presence of God just falls so strongly . I have learned that if you desperately seek him, he will come so true in your life . People may fail you , But God never fails you.

Where is your strength coming from ?

"Be proud that you are spiritual", Lin Ming Jin

2010-03-08T02:43:00.007+08:00

It was busy yet , boring at times week for me .

This week schedule will be even busier , But I love the way it is .

Watching Down with love recently. =)

緊緊相依的心如何Say Goodbye

你比我清楚還要我說明白

愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢

我用背叛自己　完成你的期盼

把手放開不問一句Say Goodbye

當作最後一次對你的溺愛

冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管

只要你能愉快

2010-02-28T17:54:00.004+08:00

YAHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOO

My holidays are here . I'm very VERY free , so please ask me out .

So unexpected , so unreal , so unexplainable , so coincidental .

Saw you at Bedok mac yesterday . The very place where everything changed .

Was =)-ing my way to sleep last night .

Creative director; JC

Master Mind; Murphy

Resources

Master Piece !

2010-02-21T14:43:00.002+08:00

Glad that I saw you.

Heading to the airport now!

LAST LAP FOR ME !

Wish me all the best for the main papers !

2010-02-20T13:32:00.005+08:00

Good afternoon =)

Very excited today , can't wait to be in service later .

Woke up today with this song at zack's place .

Very Meaningful . Heres the song.

The Way I Do

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
The way I do

2010-02-20T02:36:00.003+08:00

Went to Arielle's place and Mr Law's place today. Had a awesome time.
Caught up with my ex-classmates(5NA), been long still I last saw them.
Ate at downtown east after that. =) Landed at Zack's house now.
Still thinking of last night's dream ! Long day tmr, so have to get rest.
Really hoping hard to see you !

2010-02-19T15:44:00.005+08:00

Woke up a few hours ago with a dream . I dreamt of something that is so real that I didn't even want to get out of bed . If it happened in reality, it will really be a fairy tale come true. Was the dream a sign ? Hmm. I still remembered very clearly what happened . AWWW , I didn't want to wake up from that dream . It was just simply amazing. whY whY !!

2010-02-19T03:51:00.005+08:00

Went to Airport in the evening to study . =)

Ate at T3's TCC . Had a enjoyable time with Weixin , Zack and Jason.

It was like a study-eating-catching up session.

Left at 9.30pm and took 27 home. Saw some things, but quickly went up the bus.

It happened so quickly, I didn't know what to response.

Did I really gotten over it ? My heart was beating damn fast when it happened.

ALL THE BEST TO PEOPLE HAVING EXAMS !

2010-02-18T01:27:00.004+08:00

Had a great time doing visitation for Chinese new year.

Just that this year much MUCH lesser people visited = lesser angbaos.

I just feel that my life just needs more excitement.

EAT STUDY SLEEP .

I just recently felt a change in me. I don't know whether because of what happened in the past . Someone who used to be Over-esteem , is becoming a guy who could barely touch the low-esteem bar. Everything seem to be dying over time. Happiness can be found through friends too, not just in relationship. Just having mixed emotions all the time. QTIUWYIOHXCBXKLAMKNHH !!

2010-02-12T00:12:00.004+08:00

Wasted lots of time these days .

Wednesday , was supposed to study , But ended up playing dota and hang out

Thursday , was SUPPOSED to study again , But ended up hanging out with the Level leaders and not studying again .

Friday's plan

11,30am - rise and shine

12am - Cut & shave hair

1pm - Meet Ben at tm for lunch then MUG !

5pm - Service

Long day ahead but can't wait ! =)

Thanks for the concern guys & girls , I'm feeling better aldry .

Xianbi - Sorry , didn't have to time to buy clothes . Started muggging aldry .

I agree with you , blogspot should have that kind of function . =)

Jasmine - I didn't see you at saturday's service at all . If I saw you, I would have go and say Hi . guess the cellgroup is growing larger .

2010-02-09T21:20:00.004+08:00

Feeling like fainting anytime . Monday was the worst day of my life .

Share with you guys my story . On monday , I ate the prosperity Burger .

When I reach home , I vomited twice . then tried to sleep . But ended up waking up at

12midnight to vomit twice again , 3am to vomit thrice , 3.30am to vomit twice , 4am to vomit thrice again .

And I woke up every hour for the rest of the night again .

Forced myself to go school today , because I wanted to listen to the rest of the lessons .

Ended up leaving school at 12noon , to see the doctor . Couldn't take it any longer .

Feeling very weak now , Exams are coming , I have to get well soon !

Thanks Min Qi for the encouragement !

2010-02-06T12:10:00.003+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON !! =)

Went to several places yesterday . There was this awesome shop near Outram park that sells vintage apparel like Fred Perry , Ben sherman , Lacoste and more . If anyone of you guys are yet to buy your cny clothes , this is the one place to be .

http://retrosport.blogspot.com/

This is their blog link . If you don't know how to get there, feel free to contact me . =)

Bought a Ben sherman polo t-shirt from that place . I told Ben (my Friend) to choose what he wants , because I owe him a birthday present , since 20/12/09 . Can you believe how long time ago was that . =) Ended up spending $90 .

After that headed to town with Leon & Ben, Bought another red Fred Perry and a Praise Shirt .

Spend like 4-5 hours shopping . Leon & Ben also bought their stuffs aldry . So we settle down at cine's pastamania for dinner . Calculated that I spend like $200 over yesterday . Going to be so broke . Don't even know if this chinese new year , can cover up whatever I spend to buy the cny clothes.

New Clothes = New JOSES = More Smiles

Should I do it again for this CNY?

2010-02-04T23:54:00.004+08:00

Today's Maths Test was H.A.R.D !!

Passing won't be a problem but getting good grades won't be possible .

Was walking pass a stationery shop today , saw many cards displayed .

It just reminded me of someone.

Anyway , did lots of mugging today .

Studied at Tampines interchange Mac with Leon & Ariella .

Was peaceful at first , UNTIL three ladies came sitting beside us .

They were like chatting about Cellgroup stuff and it wasn't positive comments . It was all hell of negative comments . They were planning to backslide , and saying things like "This person , that person" won't last long . Things like the cellgroup leader earns crap , wears like one too . Talking about all the little mistakes . Everything just keep coming out . It was so loud than even when I turned my earphones to the loudest volume, I could still hear them . I was just this { } close to , scolding them back .

"When you judge others, don't you think that God won't judge you too?"

"Everyone in the world is not perfect, do you think you are?"

These questions were in my head .

They were LADIES ! , not girls .

Forget about that .

Your mood creates your day . I realised that if I keep smiling, everything is going fine.

A SMILE A DAY , KEEP YOUR TROUBLES AWAY !

Don't pressure yourself alright . I know I can't help much but I will be supporting you from deep within my heart !

Hope This would brighten up your day !

2010-02-03T22:14:00.003+08:00

Presentation went well today . =)

Everything is going back as usual .

Studies is the main focus now , maths test coming up tmr .

It is not your fault neither mine .

Its Ours .

2010-02-03T00:23:00.007+08:00

Had two sleepless night . Don't wish to have a third .

Exams are coming up very soon . Don't want my mood to affect me .

Ate just chill fries and a half of packet chicken rice .

Just can't understand why I had no appetite to eat .

Managed to clear my mind today .

Tomorrow is going to be a better day !

Presentation ! Can't wait =)

Thanks for the encouragement from my friends .

The person whom I least expected sent me a message from Australia .

気にかけるのと奨励ありがとうございます.

Love is Noble .

2010-02-01T19:11:00.005+08:00

Do I feel cheated , sad , disappointed , hatred ? I did feel that way .

In fact Humans have feelings too . Some how, I don't feel that way any more .

This is life . When you are walking in front ,

All your friends , loved ones are supporting you .

Then you start walking with confidence , and with high expectations ahead of you .

But after some period of time , you turn back and look , you find no one .

What do you see ? . You see a stab at your back . Instead of walking or running ,

you have to crawl your way through the mountains ahead .

Do you have the courage to get back up & continue walking ? ,

Without the love of anyone else . Without the concerns of people .

I learned that Maturity comes with the acceptance of responsibility .

How do you want to lead your life ?

Living with disappointments or Living with Happiness . You choose .

I thought of many things today . Sorting out my thoughts were one of them.

I couldn't bring myself to listening any of the Chinese songs in my phone .

They were too emotional and only reminded me of you . Heres one .

愛的故事有很多你一定聽過
love stories are plenty I'm sure you've heard many
她們說最美的愛情像湖泊
They say~the most beautiful love story is like the lake
美的忍不住停留而任性的風
The beauty kept me captivated the wind makes me crazy
吹過了卻飄下一片片葉落
blowing over leaves falling all over

放開手往北方走留下傷心的樹獨自忍受
I'll let you go go on leave me behind by the crying tree
妳離開我連一句話都不說
You left me without a single word
只默默看著今晚天空星光閃爍
Silently I watch the stars twinkling

看今夜的流星劃過了天際笑我的心
Meteors shooting across the galaxy laughing at me
我無法再冷靜請妳要傾聽妳是我的唯一
I can't keep my sanity please hear me you are my one and only
我不願去相信我們之間隔著海洋的距離
I don't wanna believe the ocean between us
我的愛已融化在空氣裡
My love melted in the air

Tears were running wild . This song totally connected with how I felt .

Going through all of this by myself was a challenge . No one to to turn too , by myself .

Memories just can't stop haunting me down . Courage was the only key to my future .

I just hope I have the courage to move on .

2010-01-05T22:21:00.004+08:00

Open House coming up

Week Zero Interviews

NOVIR (FOC/FOW) =D

Projects

EXAMS !

Was relieved today . Spend like 2-3 hours doing my dfund Circuit last night .

Tested the circuit today and it was working . Damn Happy !

One more project to go !

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

-St. Augustine

2009-12-06T14:57:00.002+08:00

Term Test next week !

Studying in progress !

Sometimes , I wish I can see you but I don't dare .

Watching you from afar was all that was needed to be satisfied .

E-guides and OTC coming up .

Can't wait !

2009-11-04T20:32:00.003+08:00

Shirt Size : Small

Waist : 30

Shoes : (Us 8.5 , Uk 8)

Just Some Information you Might need =)

2009-11-03T01:11:00.002+08:00

3 MORE DAYS !!!

2009-10-30T00:21:00.003+08:00

I FOUND OUT THAT I DUN HAVE A MEDIUM SIZE BAG !

It's irritating at times when you have to choose betweeen

a small bag and a huge bag

Huge bag - Stuff more useless stuffs

Small bag - Cannot bring Notes , so have to carry file

Searching for one

Matric card snatcher !

2009-10-29T00:43:00.006+08:00

BOOMS

Recently , I went to Topman to buy a t-shirt . It looks amazing on me . =)

It took me almost 45 mins just to choose between XS or S !!

I guess I have to pump up my body , S will be a perfect fit .

Went to Bugis with Leon in search for pants , but to no avail .

We look about choosing bright colours items .

In the end , Leon got his SHINY pants .

I c , U c , I c U , OH UIC OH UIC , we are one big family !

*Stucks in my head

2009-10-26T21:44:00.003+08:00

Randoms

Don't really how to describe myself now . Today is my 8th day and things just keep running through my mind . I just hope I can hold on . Anyways , I going to hold a Birthday celebration soon . =) Somehow I don't really know what I want for my Birthday . One of my wishes are that I have a very good time at my birthday Celebration . 18 years old , not much of a differences , just that I will be able to enter clubs . Maybe in the coming posts , I will update on what gifts I hope to have !! . Nights .

2009-10-08T03:01:00.004+08:00

DCMTC Camp was fun ! . =) Sorry for the late updating again . Anyways , this few days I have been going to chalets and working at the same time . kinda of tiring but I'm still enjoying myself . Something is on my mind these days . I have been thinking why are people always feeling that I have a girlfriend , by judging through my looks . But the fact is that I'm single for quite some time already . Another thing on my mind is the planning for my 18th birthday celebration . Chalet ? . =) Yesterday was Susie's Birthday !

When I reached the chalet , they finished singing the birthday song already . Guess what ? . I made everybody sing again . Tmr , which is thursday is my off day .

No plans yet . Anyone wants to go out ?? .

2009-09-28T14:50:00.005+08:00

Arghhs , don't which Faggot call my house phone in the morning . Cause me to wake up . Irritating faggot . Anyways , I should be going to cut my hair later . Still pondering which style to cut . This was my previous hairstyle . Should I do it again ?? .

2009-09-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

Late for work AGAIN ! . =) Almost went crazy working full shift today . My manager is shit man . I was supposed to have a 1 hour break only , she extend my break to 2 and the half hours . Cut my pay only ! Today's night shift was fun , Nabilah was there to joke with . Talk like crazy things over work . Left work with Nabilah at night , Betty was like asking me in Chinese , " Why am I leaving with her ? " . What's wrong with leaving with her ? She already has a boyfriend . Somehow , I didn't answer her .

ANYWAYS , NEXT WEEK IS GOING TO BE FUN MAN !! .

Monday - Zack's Chalet / Drink

Tuesday - Rest

Wednesday to Saturday - Mentor training camp (Me being the Level Leader)

Sunday - Full shift (Work)

"I'm sure Someone likes you" says Nabilah

"I'm not too sure about that" thinking Joses

2009-09-27T01:46:00.003+08:00

Some of you may think I'm crazy or just nothing to do . But I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY , I JUST HAVE THE URGE TO BLOG !! . Ok . Some crazy things happened on my way home from Work today . Firstly , I saw a couple quarreling in public , AND START PUNCHING EACH OTHER . I'm like just beside them ahh . NVM , didn't want to care anyway . Ok , moving on . Secondly , I saw a COUPLE HAVING SEX IN THE CAR . It was purely an accident . The car was at the side lane of the MAIN ROAD , not carpark !

Missed service and Lynn's Birthday Party for Work again . This is probably my 3-4? time missing service . Anyways , I'm dead tired from work today . Of all my 4 weeks , it was like my first time feeling stress after work . Tmr , I'm working full shift . 12noon - 10 pm . I going NUTS already .

I concluded something today . Its totally random . When you are working with all ladies and you are the only man , No manner how ugly or good-looking you are , ladies will feel that you are like a treasure to them . =) Most probably , many of you will be thinking , "When will this fella blog again ?" Most probably Tomorrow if I'm not on my bed . Nights ! .

2009-06-20T01:17:00.004+08:00

"I will be glad and rejoice in your love ,

For you saw my Affliction and knew the anguish of my soul"

Pslam 31:7

Today I felt that Pastor Tan shared really well . Regardless who you are

God still loves you . Our body are broken for others and not our own

needs . Well , Tmr is going to be a long day .

Morning - Project in school

Afternoon - Campus Pageant

Evening - Service

Pictures will be uploaded soon .

Still Praying for my leave to be approved !!

2009-06-11T03:27:00.008+08:00

Q911 Outing

Never Regretted a single second being part of this class

Beyond Boundaries Camp

Even Though we are Last .

But we Last Forever !!

2009-06-04T01:08:00.006+08:00

Sky

Term Tests are OVER !

Holidays are HERE !

Going Ice Skating with Q911 later .

Friday to Saturday having Beyond Boundaries Camp .

WoHoooo . For more pictures , Check it out my FaceBook .

ASK ME OUT !!!

2009-05-30T12:02:00.004+08:00

The Last Word is Colour

Next Week is my Term Test week .

Must Study hard !

Sometimes , One look at you is enough to make me feel satisfied .

No manner whether you saw me anot .

Just to see you safe and sound pleases me .

Love is Honest .

2009-05-25T01:19:00.004+08:00

Greenier Grass

Sometimes in life , you always want something/someone

Sometimes , you don't want something/someone

Smokers want to quit Smoking

Non-smokers want to try Smoking

Single want to be attached

Attached want to be single

Studying People want to play

School Leavers wants to study

The morale of the story is that you will never be happy with what you have .

So just stay in what you have , unless you think that the things you do

would improve yourself then go ahead .

Kaisheng

2009-05-22T23:46:00.005+08:00

Alrights . Its Friday again .

Good News

Eng. Maths 20/20

Presentation 15.5/20

After school when city hall to shop with Novena .

Bought things from River Island .

Then had dinner with Novena , Alla and Jesslin .

Wanted to have a mahjong session but in the end was cancelled .

New Hair Cut

Bangs Next ?!

2009-05-16T13:01:00.004+08:00

I shouldn't love you but I Want you

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but I Can't move

I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I Can't help it

I won't sit around, I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you

But I Don't want to

I just gotta say it all

Thats how I'm feeling .

2009-05-16T12:32:00.005+08:00

Heys ladies and Gentleman . =) Sorry for the late updates again . I didn't get into any dance crews at all . Can you imagine ? . Even my own school's TPDE doesn't want me . That means I really SUCKS . Signs , I just received a phone call , telling me that they really do not need any more members aldry . Even my last hope just fly away like that . What to do ? .

TRY AGAIN NEXT YEAR

I WILL MAKE SURE , THEY WILL BEG ME TO JOIN THEM .

Its ok but the fact is that I'M NOT OK !! .

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

PISS

Whatever larhs , hhahas . Friday after school , when out with Darence , Ben , Ivan , Gideon , Aloy Desmond , Ah teck . We just went town to walk walk . =) Did some crazy stuffs anyways . When to meet Jovina(Novena) after that and catch the movie X-men . Great show , some parts really funny . =P anyways Jovina made my day . If I didn't meet her in the night , I most probably be bored to death . I will update SOON !!

P.S : Please dun console me when you don't know it feels like being rejected by something you really love to do .

IT PURELY SUCKS .

2009-05-07T19:50:00.003+08:00

Guess What ?? . There is my new laptop !!

YEAHOOOOOOO

Bored in Class

Well , had a great week so far . Not many things happened . But I'm look forward for tmr's audition results for TPDE . I'm very excited but at the same time nervous . =) Jesslin took my Bape jacket which I am wearing in the picture . Better remember to return me !! . Where are you ? . I really do hope to see you tmr again . =P

2009-05-02T00:02:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY

TPDE Dance Audition !!

(500+ people going , only 50 people will be selected)

Sunday

CHC Dance Audition !!

(Estimated 400+ people going , unknown number selected)

Hard Practising

All the efforts will be down to this weekend .

Cheer me on man !!

2009-04-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

46477968

是你一眼我就認出來這是命運最美麗的安排

是愛讓你略過慢長等待我們只要現在相愛幸福就來

恨我來不及參於你的過去抱歉讓你等待

我願意付出一切交換我靈魂的另一半

這個世界唯一的你是我擁有的奇蹟對我說的一字一句都是我們的秘密

緊緊擁抱唯一的你無可救藥的堅定

就算世界與我為敵我也願意我什麼都願意

2009-04-19T12:48:00.007+08:00

Had lots of fun at the orientation . I managed to won 3rd in the
Dragon boat race . =) After that went for the jam-house-rock .
It was super-duper fun , got to know some new friends .
After that headed home , around 11pm aldry . Get changed then
headed down to Changi to celebrate Vivian's Birthday .
=P
Reached home at 7am again , then cellgroup at 1pm .
Then Service . TIRING DAY !
School starting on Monday !
If you are from Tp , Please look out for me !
=)

Nic at Service . =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN

Knew her since I was sec4 . =) Glad that she was there !
Thank You Vivian ! .
=)

JinRu (I hope I spell correctly)
=P

2009-04-16T23:58:00.005+08:00

In the midst of orentation days .

Tmr we will be having a dragon boat competition .

And Guess what ?? .

Among 100+ people , I was selected to row for engineering school .

Very excited , looking forward to it tmr .

School is STARTING !!!!

Must get into the studying mood .

Getting my timetable tomorrow , hope it has good timings !

Picture will be updated in the next post .

See you.

2009-04-12T01:31:00.004+08:00

Thanks

Sometimes when god doesn't give you what you want .
It just simply means he has a better plan for the future.
Never Lose Heart !

Happy Easter Day !!
Happy Birthday to Kenneth too !!
I had a great time at Easter services and glad that many friends gave there
hearts to him . =) The booking of bus and restaurant was a success .

I will be starting school soon . Don't really know what to expect .
I heard tales and tales of the culture in poly life . bahhhhh...
Going to get busy soon , hoping and praying to get a laptop soon .
Getting sick soon , symptoms of fever .
SOON !!

Thanks for good buddies (des and xb) !
They know and understand me the best .
Without them , I will be missing out a big part of my life .

And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is LOVE
1 Corinthians 13:13

2009-03-31T00:23:00.007+08:00

Heys guys . It's been a long time since i blog . Well , thats because I'm at a lan shop now . =P Great Chalet . Had a very good time . =) BUT I'm dead tired after that man . Yeah yeah . I managed to change quite alot of people lifes . Thank god of the opportunity to share my testimonial during cellgroup . =) Not Working anymore , just relaxing these few days .

Is God in your life ?

God loves you . No manner what you did , how you look .

God wants to lead your future , dun run away from him anymore .

This easter , it's a great opportunity to come back to him .

It's Not about the PAST .

It's about the FUTURE .

Please watch this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zb_Fj5GyMig

2009-03-14T02:59:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for so long !! .

I'm still waiting for my new laptop .

BUT the wait is so long . =)

Please be patient with me .

Yeah yeah .

Joses

2009-02-08T01:16:00.005+08:00

Working - Slacking
=)

Sorry , had been so busy recently that i have no time to blog . Furthurmore , my laptop broke down . Yeah . I got into my 5th choice for the JAE exercise . Something which I didn't wanted to do . But I guess i would just have to find my interest in the course that i got in . So TP students please give me so advises alrights . ESPECIALLY if you are from ETCM . Been working recently also , at a dessert shop at east coast road . (opposite caltex station) . If you are free please drop by alrights . =)

CNY

Received many hongbaos . =)

Goals of the month :
1. Clear Building Fund
2. Get a new laptop
3. Reach to 15 people in the end of feb
4. Pray More !!

What is your life ?
Music ? , Studies ? , Your bf/gf ? , Money ? .

The answer will be revealed in the new post .

2009-01-15T16:25:00.003+08:00

12 Choices For JAE

1. BUSINESS PROCESS & SYSTEMS ENGINEERING (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

2. ENGINEERING WITH BUSINESS (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

3. FINANCIAL INFORMATICS (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)

4. BUSINESS ENTERPRISE IT (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)

5. ELN/MEDIACOMM TECH/COMP ENGR/MICROELN (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

6. INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

7. INFO-COMMUNICATIONS (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

8. INTELLIGENT BUILDING TECHNOLOGY (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

9. BUSINESS INFORMATION SYSTEMS (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)

10. BUSINESS APPLICATIONS (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)

11. INDUSTRIAL AND OPERATIONS MANAGEMENT (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)

12. OUTDOOR & ADVENTURE LEARNING (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)

2009-01-14T00:37:00.008+08:00

"I PRESS toward the goal for the prize
of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus."
Philippians 3:14

Have you felt this way before ?

Have you ever felt that there is no more ways to walk ? . No more paths to take ? . No more future ? . What you have done in 4/5 years came down to nothing ? . What you see is only a broken bridge in front of you ? . Anytime , you might fall into the waters and never come up again ? . Disappointed Faces ? . Shattered dreams , Shattered hopes ? .

Honestly speaking , I have felt that way in the pass one day or so . I believe many of you guys would know why . It's because of my O level results . Thinking about it for seconds , mintues to hours . BUT after praying just now , i felt much better . I cried out to god and asked god for Courage to carry on . Glad that I had someone to cry out too . I also pray for the holy spirit to guild my paths .

"Before you were born , God had already prepare your paths."

Rev. John Bevere

Remember that friends . Those who are heavy laided hearts . Have the Courage to carry on . It is not the end of the earth . There are more things in the earth for you to fufil . More friends and family members to be saved . ITE doesn't equal to " it's the end " . It's just the beginning . Many of you guys , may not know how to face your friends . Just remember that you are fighting for yourself . You need to beat your own aims , not other's expectations . MOVE ON !

" The LORD will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the LORD your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom. "
Deuteronomy 28:13

COURAGE

2009-01-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

陳奕 - 需要愛

Didn't know that this singer is acting in the drama I'm watching !! . =)) I went to search for jobs today again by no chance . I believe tmr will be a better day . I have 3 interviews and 1 audition to attend tmr . Like what Amy say , Must pray first ! . Wish me all the best ! .

CAN'T WAIT FOR SERVICE !

2009-01-07T22:32:00.003+08:00

My Dream Bike

Xianbi last picture before his hair is shaved

Today , Kenneth , gx , desmond , auntie Susan and Myself send Xianbi off to pulau tekong . First time been there and experience the environment myself . Realised that army life is not that fearful as what i have thought it would be . In the waiting room , We watched MR BEAN . Thank God there was food to eat . =)

I just check the news . My O level results will be out on 12 January , 2pm have to report to school . Greenview !! , I'm coming back !! . =)) I have mixed feelings about getting my results . I do not know to be excited or to panic . All because I do not know what to expect . But all things work out good for those who love him . I'm ever ready to gorify him , no manner what results I get . Because there is a purpose for everything he plans .

Not sure about the job .
Not sure about the working hours .
Not sure about the pay .
Not sure about the location .
CAN'T CONTACT THE WOMAN
AHHHHHH !!

2009-01-07T00:50:00.004+08:00

Xianbi's Farewell Party

We went to Kbox at Cinelesiure . Had I a great time with Xianbi , Gx , Kenneth , Desmond , JianFeng , Xiao Yong , Jasmine , Rina . It's been a long time , since i last been there . Cinelesiure brought me many memories in the past . It was the place where I met many new friends and bad companies too . Glad that i came to church . =)

Tomorrow I would be sending Xianbi off to Pulau Tekong . Never been there before , will be experiencing the AREA there tmr . =)) All the best for your first Three Weeks . Dun worry about your shaved head too .

I JUST GOT A JOB !!!
But I not sure if it's a stable one yet .
Check out more about it tmr .
=)

2009-01-05T05:34:00.008+08:00

I just finish watching 不良笑花 show .
Great Drama , BUT lousy Ending !!
Just Like : " 公主小妹 " , "18 Censored Or Not 18 禁不禁" , " 轉角遇到愛 " .
Many of you maybe asking yourself , Why would joses be watching such stuff ?? .
To fufil your curious minds , let me give you the answer .

IT IS BECAUSE :

I'M TOO BORED !!!!!
I'M JOBLESS TOO !!!!!

Just to update more about myself .
I just got a new haircut and a new guitar .

To all Secondary One/Two students : Please study hard , and never ever think that you are still young . And O/N levels is still so far away . There are more things for you guys to learn .

To all Secondary Three students : Remember that your Foundation is very important . Espically Science and Maths . Now is the time to buck up and take as many notes as possible !! . I promise you , it will be very very useful in ur N/O levels revision .

To all Secondary Four/Five students : If you know you are failing in many subjects . There is still time to consult your teachers . BOOK your teachers !! . Take a eariler step then all your peers . Your teachers will be extremely busy in the N/O level period . All The Best .

To all A/O graduates : PARTY UNTIL YOU DROP !! The results are coming out soon .

To People who are going in army (you know who you are) : All the best . Make sure your muscules start popping out in the this three weeks . =))

To all those who are not studying : It's never too late !! . I have friends who are already 23/24 years old and they are still studying in poly . Trust me , you will regret if you don't have education . CHCsa offers a year O level course and ITE courses are still open for registration . If you need help in any area , you can consult me . =)

I'm watching this taiwan drama " 惡女阿楚 " .
Its a pretty nice show . Now at episode 4 !! .
Anyone have a job to introduce ?? .
Please tag my blog about the information !! .

2009-01-04T18:16:00.002+08:00

God does not respond to what we do
We respond to what God does .
Our lives get in step with God and all others by letting him set the pace ,
not by proudly or anxiously trying to run the parade .

Romans 3:27-28
(message)

2008-12-27T01:04:00.006+08:00

The Mr Handsome .

Jolin , the superstar

Count Our Numbers .

Mens =)

Cries .

44 people in Revival

2008-12-26T01:37:00.005+08:00

You can't stop Thoughts from coming to you .
But You can stop them from affecting you .

Today , I saw something in Amanda .
Indeed She live by conviction .
I called her at 11am , she overslept .
But I told her to meet me at expo mrt .
Without Hesitation , She came . Guess what ??
She slept only 4 hours . And she accompany me throughout
the whole Christmas . Glad she is growing =)

I'M JOBLESS

My job is tiring AND worthless .

Searching for a better job tomorrow .

Wish me all the best !! .

Merry Christmas People .

2008-12-22T01:00:00.002+08:00

Selling red/white wine for just 25 dollars !!
From Spain .

2008-11-30T03:37:00.012+08:00

It has been an experience from prom night to now .

Prom Night - Great time but lousy Food . =)
China Trip - Great Experience ( overseas with friends) , but too little shopping
Seeking job - Not successful yet .

I believe that there is a purpose why
God put me in China when there was asia conference .
I finally found out when i was there .
Testing my faith(conviction) .

The Cellgroup is growing into 5 groups .
Can't wait to know who I'm taking ,
But i believe whoever is in this group ,
Will be leaders , not just members .

Thank God for being forgiving and being graceful at the time .
Many at times i have thoughts of falling ,
But with God i took up the courage to pick myself up .

Thank God for the song , ( The God I Know ) .
Let it be the cry of my heart ,
That i want more of you .

2008-11-17T16:31:00.005+08:00

17 - 24 Nov

I will be hongkong on this dates .

Take care Guys And Girls .

=)

Any emergency , please contact

my handphone .

Flying off at 7pm .

If u are still reading this post ,

Quickly drop me a message .

2008-11-10T02:29:00.002+08:00

This year's Celebration

As you can see , i got dirty on my birthday .
just want to thank everyone who send me
greetings and presents on my birthday .

Also wanted to say sorry , because i said i would update on my birthday .
But i didn't . Yeah . Service was great and i really enjoy myself with friends around me .
See ya .

2008-11-06T00:37:00.003+08:00

Yeah , Indeed It's my birthday .
The day that God gave me a opportunity to be on this earth .
An opportunity to be with a Loving Family .
An opportunity to serve in his kingdom .

Updating later with what is going on !! .
Stay Tune !! .

2008-11-05T00:36:00.012+08:00

Last year Celebration

Those was the days man !! . As my birthday is appoarching , i began to remind myself how god had been greatful in my life for the past one year . I have been through valley , i mean really deep valleys and how i come out of them . Being in E149 had been a wonderful experience and i hope to see more people rising up to take up your responsibility as a leader .

Jia You People !!

Xianbi

I was him who push me thru my darkest moments and
Celebrated with me in the brightest times .
Without him , i would not be here now .
Probably , wasting my life outside with bad company and taking in tons of carbon monoxide .
All the best for ur A levels !! .

Dun bother to guess .
It's Me .
=)

2008-10-30T13:19:00.003+08:00

Hi people
Have been very busdy studying lately .

Prediction

English B4/C5
Maths A1/2
Poa B3
Science A2
Humanlites A2

L1R4 ; 12-14

If u fail to plan , u plan to fail .
xDD

2008-10-11T01:58:00.003+08:00

Stand by everything You said
Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everythingI've done
I'll run into Your open arms
And all I know

Chorus:
I love You more than life
I love You more than life

Fall back on everything You've done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air I breathe

How can it be
You were the one on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars in Your hands are for me?
You are the king of all

Close your eyes
Listen carefully to the lyrics .
Sing it if u really mean it .

Are you sure ? .
Do u put him above all things ? ,
even ur LIFE ? .
Relationship ?
Studies ?
Parental Objection ?
Convenience ?
Time ?

How can it be
You were the one on the cross
Lifted for all our shame ?

How can it be
The scars in your hands are for me ?
You are the king of all .

I realised that the only time that i could be tearing , would be in god's presence . Many at times , we dun treasure this moment . At the moment i heard the bridge of this song . I immediately broke down . Sin = Shame . Isn't that true ? . How can it be , seeing the son of god on the cross ?! . The pierced hands , shows the blood that we have stained .

I love You More Than Life

2008-10-09T13:26:00.012+08:00

Left my fear by the side of the road
Hear You speak
Won't let go
Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray

Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

Sometimes in life , humans will fall .

But merely just looking at the valleys ,
wouldn't help you .
Try looking at the high mountians ,
wanting to acheive that .
The process of getting to the goal is a learning journey .
Merely having the prize in ur hands ,
would never change ur life .

When u sing worship songs , do you really mean it ?? .

All you need is him ,
are u putting him in your first place in ur heart .
Look into ur heart and ask yourself ,
when you reach home ,
do you go into ur room and seek his face ??
Or start giving yourself excuses to do it later .

Matthew 6:33

Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness
and all these things shall be added to you

Dun expect god to provide for you ,
if you dun show him that you are willingly to fight .
So lets carry our crosses and fight in this war .
Amen ?? .

A Growing Group is A Giving Group


I came to realised that accountability is so important 
Without a leader over ur life ,
your character will never be tranformed .
So If theres any darkness , A light can seen .

Ecclesiastes 2:14
The wise man has eyes in his head,
while the fool walks in the darkness;
but I came to realize
that the same fate overtakes them both.

Thats all for today .
Cheers .

2008-10-07T00:48:00.002+08:00

Thanks Beverley and Clarissa

Matthew 5:5
Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.

Chiong Arh .

2008-10-06T14:42:00.002+08:00

2 Corinthians 4:3-6

And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. For we do not preach ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus' sake. For God, who said, "Let light shine out of darkness,"made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.

Guys lets pick up our cross and run this race together !!

CHIONG ARH .

2008-09-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

Friends are people worth dying for

2008-09-01T02:22:00.007+08:00

Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Matthew 6:33

Once , I was called a failure .

But now , I am a winner .

Through Christ who strengthen me .

2008-08-04T21:57:00.005+08:00

FOP ROCKS !!!

Pictures here . Enjoy .

Parachute Band

Reuben Morgan

You guys ROCK !! .

Hey guys . So sorry , didn't post for so long . As you guys know , i'm busy with lots of stuffs going on out there . Hope u guys accept my apology .

2008-07-24T17:58:00.007+08:00

Zack's birthday pictures .
Ice-Skating !!! .

My class

Both trainers . Amin and gerald .

That was the motivation camp pictures . we had a great time and had alots of fun .

Hey guys . So sorry , didn't post for so long . As you guys know , i'm busy with lots of stuffs going on out there . Hope u guys accept my apology .
Today had a singing competition in school .
Me and desmond took part as a duel .
At first , it started out horrible but and getting used to it , we sang better .
xDD
Updating soon !! . See ya

2008-06-29T22:45:00.006+08:00

This is the result of a new phone

BEWARE

My test topics

2008-06-27T17:07:00.005+08:00

Just Got My New Phone !! .

N78

Unlimited Sms Plan

Sorry guys . Have been busy studying lately .
Will be updating more if I'm free .

Its our last lap , All the way mans

For O levels takers

2008-06-18T22:53:00.005+08:00

Malaysia Trip

Have more pictures . But not with me . the Malaysia trip was fun . Desmond and I went shopping on the first day , second day , spend the day with royston , meiyan and joanne at the theme park . Had lots and lots of fun . Especially the ride that goes up to the 20th floor and suddenly drop down . xDD my heart was hanging . The roller coasters wasn't that scary . I used to remember that i was so afraid in the past . But its a different story now . Bought many stuffs .

I Miss Service

Tuesday

Physic lessons in the morning

Leaders meeting at night .

S-O-I-L-D praise and worship and S-O-I-L-D word . Thank God , i still have the chance to experience true worshipers in city harvest church . because i miss last week service . xDD heard aloy and xianbi took pictures with sidney . WAHHHHHHS !!! . its ok , there will be a opportunity . The word was about leadership . Want to know more ? Ask me . xDD

Thats all for now . See ya

2008-06-18T19:38:00.011+08:00

SOZO EXTREME CAMP

On the way to another land

Different faces

OK Guys , listen up

whwhwhwh

Ahbeng spotted

On the way home

Overview . I felt the camp impacted many lives , even if we didn't win anything . I have learn to have a heart of sportsmanship and everyone is a champion . So what if we have all the fun but no love . Love is whats bonds a group together . This camp , i realized my furtherest capacity . And I am going to extent it . Thanks Leaders for letting me learn through out the camp .

2008-06-08T02:35:00.003+08:00

That was my Wednesday
Bible Study
Christian Lifestyle Completed !! .

That was my Thursday
Prayer Meeting at jamming studio
Helping out at coffee shop until 2am
Stay over at xianbi place .

Friday , school morning and prayer group in the evening . Then played overnight lan at katong .
I was already a hero by then . I had to go for service and keep myself awake . SOZO extreme camp is monday !! . And i still have a chalet on sunday night . ARGHHHS !!! . I can do all things through you who strengthens me . xDD

Been reading a book recently , called Heavenly Man . Its a very inspiring book for anyone who has a burden for revival and whoever that wants to see how god moved through china in the 1980+ .
RECOMMENDED BOOK

2008-06-01T17:41:00.002+08:00

Guess what ?? . This was the busiest weekend i have in my life . I managed through the weekend with only 2 to 3 hours of sleep , perharps rest . xDD got the chance to shop . yeah , so happy . walking for hours on thursday and friday . but only managed to got a shirt from River Island . Nevermind , maybe god is telling me to save .

The picture on top is a picture taken in the bus on the way to prayer group . I just love the picture alot . Maybe i dun have a photogenetic face , so only at times , i would look good in pictures .

Thinking about rising up ?
Get Your Life Right First .

Faith Hope Love

Gabriel , jiayou !