Do I feel cheated , sad , disappointed , hatred ? I did feel that way .
In fact Humans have feelings too . Some how, I don't feel that way any more .
This is life . When you are walking in front ,
All your friends , loved ones are supporting you .
Then you start walking with confidence , and with high expectations ahead of you .
But after some period of time , you turn back and look , you find no one .
What do you see ? . You see a stab at your back . Instead of walking or running ,
you have to crawl your way through the mountains ahead .
Do you have the courage to get back up & continue walking ? ,
Without the love of anyone else . Without the concerns of people .
I learned that Maturity comes with the acceptance of responsibility .
How do you want to lead your life ?
Living with disappointments or Living with Happiness . You choose .
I thought of many things today . Sorting out my thoughts were one of them.
I couldn't bring myself to listening any of the Chinese songs in my phone .
They were too emotional and only reminded me of you . Heres one .
愛的故事有很多 你一定聽過 love stories are plenty I'm sure you've heard many 她們說 最美的愛情像湖泊 They say~the most beautiful love story is like the lake 美的忍不住停留 而任性的風 The beauty kept me captivated the wind makes me crazy 吹過了 卻飄下一片片葉落 blowing over leaves falling all over
放開手 往北方走 留下傷心的樹獨自忍受 I'll let you go go on leave me behind by the crying tree 妳離開我連一句話都不說 You left me without a single word 只默默看著今晚天空星光閃爍 Silently I watch the stars twinkling
看今夜的流星 劃過了天際 笑我的心 Meteors shooting across the galaxy laughing at me 我無法再冷靜 請妳要傾聽 妳是我的唯一 I can't keep my sanity please hear me you are my one and only 我不願去相信 我們之間 隔著海洋的距離 I don't wanna believe the ocean between us 我的愛 已融化在空氣裡 My love melted in the air
Tears were running wild . This song totally connected with how I felt .
Going through all of this by myself was a challenge . No one to to turn too , by myself .
Memories just can't stop haunting me down . Courage was the only key to my future .